what a tired life i having now...crowded~~~~

now my life like hell.....

got sweet also not long....just for few days...or few hour....

even few minute....

i just want to have good life....happy life like before also cant

WTH

many thing happen in this month....

my family, my friend and also my relationship....

i have cried for few days....

just for family...

my sister wedding.....also not happy at all....

i just can wish my sister can have a nice wedding this time...but can't

i wish my sister can have a sweet family in the future....

wish she can happy....i just can do all this...

but what i wish the most is..i want back my sweet sweet and happy home!!!!

where is it???

where have it gone???

before i cried just for my relationship problem...

but now.....i just cried for my family....

what the sorrow family i have now...

i don't know what i should do now....

my friend....best friend....not like before...i just can say this...cause

i don't want any misunderstanding happen....between us...

relationship problem....

don't want to mention it...let me keep in my heart....

i don't want any one to know more bout it anymore..

i just hope i won't heart break more....

i need to control my self already....

really lor....

maybe i will hurt more than before i had....

GOD....i beg you please don't take aways my happiness......

if my family can get back to happy like before....u want take away my

happiness also can....just mine...this is came from my heart....

i willing....please....i BEG you......lord!!!!