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hemm...can't fall sleep....can't sleep make me think allot
wuwuwu..i don't like this....
i miss you,but in the same time...my brain can't stop think other...
keep ask my brain not to think ....not to think...
i don't know why i can't sleep...maybe is because i think too much...
and this cause me can't fall sleep???
ken lao gong...you ask me why i weird weird today...
i talk also need to think what to say...
i also don't want too....
i'm really so so sorry cause i didn't talk with u properly .....
it's my fault....i'm so so so sorry ya...i love you so much...
i know i should not think too much,but sometime i really can't control my emotion and start to think think think...
i hate too...and i also hate myself...
so moody suddenly and went out for "yam cha" and have chat for while
after that i didn't go back also...went to my friend hostel and chat there..
fell don't want to go back...than i didn't go back...she fall sleep so early...
alone here and thinking...
should not thinking...YOU...
i don't want!!!i already love someone...and i already gave my heart to him..
i should not think you again...
like this i fell so sorry and like betray my dear ken...
i don't know why you will call me back..and find me back
if you din call me...i sure won't think bout you and happy now...
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sometime i will think my friendship problem too...
it's make me so so so sad and i will start to cry although it's already pass....
until now i still can't accept the fact....
when only i will wake up....and accept the fact...
fell so useless...
maybe for other people ...they will say...small matter...
for me///this is such a big matter in my friendship life with them
cause i don't want to lose it...
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老公我看到你的留言说:
如果时间可以重来，你最想做的是什么？
（其实我在想 如果是你呢 ？？？老公会最想做什么？？）
我真的好想知道。。。
但有没有问你，傻到。。。。哈哈
老公你会做些什么呢？？
我可知道吗 ？？？
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can't go back hometown on friday this week cause ferng and her friend
need go ipoh....and i don't know what i should do on that day....
walao...sienz....dou bao....
must find thing to do....
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start on today...i want to keep fit...become more and more fat....
T.T//....must less eat and do more exercise


this is all for today....have a nice day...