today

Today i fell so weird!!!haiz...

don't know why???T.T....
i fell like no people around me!!!!alone!!!!
all alone!!!=(....
im so miss the moment talking with you....
i don't know what i will do without u talking with...
without u accompany me...fell lonely!!!
i don't like this kind of felling..damn hate it!!!
arghhhh!!!!
today i have to accompany my friend.....
she so sad....
i don't like my friend sad and i'm not at beside them,,...
i don't like it...
i fell like i want to break off!!!
fell very unhappy!!!!
uncomfortable with this kind of my self.....
want to go out crazily!!!!
and drink beer!!!till drunk!!!!
but i also want rest!!!
stay at home and study....not my style!!!
NO!!!!NO!!!NO!!!
WHERE AM I???!!!
i'm totally lost!!!!
LOST!!!LOST!!!LOST!!!
where i have to fund my self????
who can tell me???
T.T
suffering!!!!!NOW!!!
who i should tell and release my felling..
and
who can give me strength!!???
WHO WHO WHO???
haiz...
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i miss someone now!!!everyday also miss you ken lao gong!!!
every minute i also miss u!!!ken lao gong...miss your voice so much!!!
haiz!!!cam cam with you i also not willing to say bye bye to you!!!!
KEN lao gong i miss you so much!!!
i'm going to crazy already!!!!really!!!really!!really!!miss you so much!!!want to see you!!傻瓜老公！！！我好想念你的傻瓜，可爱的样子。。。好想你哦！！！
想到你就会 开心！！！
想你想到我快发疯了啦！！！！！
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i miss you much also in bad mood!!!
haiz....!!!!
still think want to drink untill drunk!!