WHY???

20 August

I cant sleep well this few days...

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fell like my soul and my mind not whith me every night

i cant stop thinking of you....cant .!!!I m suffering now...........

can you fell it!!!

i know you wont!!!every time when i told you that i fell suffer......!!!!

u only will say...

ya ya ya....only you yhe one who most suffer....

i dont know what you thinkking...

can't you tell me???????

i alwayS get ??? mark in my mind every time i thinking of you

i don't know why....

WHY!!WHY!!WHY!!!!ALWAYS ASKING MY SELF...AM I CRAZY...OMG!!!!!!!!

Do you still remember wHAT you promise me??

I still remember that day im crying n crying caouse we get fight

You that time promise me that

NO matter what...you will tell me every thing...you say U WILL!!!

all lier...i know you are won't tell me anything at all...

what should i do???who can tell me...

do you remember???When i ask you.do you remember what you tell me before

YOU say YESSS....but i dont think so...

althought you remember ...you also wont tell me anything

i know it...but i always hope that you will tellme everything cause

I LOVE YOU!!!I CARE BOUT YOU!!!!

why wont you guy understand girls felling??

i dont know what are you thinking...

you make me dissapoint...relly....!!!!!!!

but....

i still want to belive you...ii belive you wont lie to me...

am i just "an wei"my self???or really belive you...i dont know...

today my aunt cook curry crab...

i acctually dont want to eat...i dont have appitie to eat...

i ate also because i don't want my aunt all worried...few days they worried

bout my sister.i don't want them to worried again...

If that day i break up with you...what i doing now??will i write bout

YOU???I THINK I WILL!!!^^

if that day u din keep messaging me n keep calling me..i think we won't

together now...that day i tried to not pick up your call but i fail make it...haiz...

today you also not so choi me...i fell im all alone...only my friend

chatting with me the most today...i fell alone...T.T..i almost crying when

i chatting with friend...i miss you all so much...

today i fell sad...n i want to meet my friend...i want get off all sad and anoying thing

from my mind...get rid it!!!Can i do it??can i??OMG!!!

Hope god will with me to get through all this test in life...i don't want to be a losser..

i also hear many old nice song at office...My ex bf get new gf...i wish them will

last forever...he's a good guy...^^hihi...just i misst him and don know appreciate when

he was beside me...that why people say...

APPRECIATE WHAT IS INFRONT OF YOU

DON'T REGRATE AFTER YOU LOSS IT

i dont know waht that mean...now i know...it's too late for me to think again....

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